minmin-monster

Freaked out freakazoid

2009-12-16T18:01:57Z

Oh god.
I'm totally freaking out because it's less than 2 weeks to EOY and I am seriously not prepared with my decora stuff.
PLUS, there's so much going on next week.
Shit man.
And I can't back out now since Jasmine has gotten the tickets for me already.
And I've received my Dr Martens boots + going to receive my blue lenses.
I have no accessories (because I lost most of my hairclips, and those that I have are broken) except for a chain, a ring and a hearts bracelet.
I need to spam accessories.
I haven't even bought tulle for the tulle skirt.
I don't know how to freaking sew a tulle skirt.
I have no top to go along with it.
Wait, do you think my teddy tshirt can do the job?
Oh god oh god I am seriously freaking out.

I think I'm in total PMS mode even though I shouldn't be.
Helpppppp. T^T

So I'm a stingray

2009-11-21T17:18:41Z

and Lexter went to the hospital.
He seems to have his chest muscle pulled when he fell off the bed.
Poor boy, he looked really pitiful at my sister's place and could hardly sit or lie down for a few seconds.
He still looks in pain now and he's been strangely quiet.

So for all of you, whether you love him or not, give him all the strength you've got.
Because

he deserves it.

-

That aside, I'm thinking of going decora for EOY.
I'm quite determined to do it but then I need a source of motivation to keep me going.
Perhaps a companion.

I'm cold and tired.
I've been cold and tired for the past few days. @_@

it never rains, but it pours

2009-11-16T15:22:38Z

Today marks the first day of Block I-forgot-what.
It's been pouring like mad and I foresee it coming for the next few days.
Everybody, please bring your brollies.
I feel like my heart and mind like to lead me into two different directions.
Which should I follow?

Somehow, I'm looking forward to tomorrow.
Even though I know tomorrow would be a long day.

P.S. Just realised that livejournal actually detects your location.
Cool.

this_is_crap.doc

2009-11-03T12:08:16Z

I AM IN SCHOOL NOW.
IT'S 8.03 PM AND I HATE NIGHT CLASSES.

School sucks even more with lousy lecturers.
I really feel like tearing my hair out of my scalp except that that would hurt and I don't want to lose even more hair.
I really really feel horrible.
This isn't supposed to happen.
I expected more fun in MMFund.
Stupid stupid stupid.

The only reason why I'm here is that there's nobody to talk to.
Even if someone's willing to listen, it's just really frustrating when the listener doesn't understand/experience what I'm talking about.
This is crap.
T^T

Dear Mr. URUHA

2009-10-10T17:07:14Z

Oh, dear Uruha-sama,

How I long for you.
(Even behind that makeup)
I will stay true.

When All is Lost

2009-10-06T19:48:28Z

I was just leeching off the photos from Jieying and Shilin to upload on Facebook.
Somehow, I decided to give up halfway.
I refused to believe that all that so-called "unity" is not eternal.
We were long forgotten and thrown into the back of everyone's minds.
I hate to admit the fact that Huiwen is right.
Even if you feel that you can die for somebody, it does not necessarily mean that that somebody can do the same for you.
It's just different.
You know, I was kind of looking forward to this class gathering.
I was actually anticipating the laughter and reminiscing about the past.
But it seems that most of our efforts were unappreciated.
I felt like we were being paid to service the rest of class (well, only the pathetic few who bothers to turn up) when we're not.
It's so pathetic, all I could do was to comfort myself that I still have my best friends.
But really, is that enough?

On a lighter note, I would like to share a print screen of my desktop. :)

And I would like to say that I miss being blonde.
Especially after looking at the photos from the Da Lian trip with Hoho's family 2 years back.
Somehow, while looking through those images, I had a lot of mixed emotions that I can't decipher.
It's kind of like, I want to smile, but at the same time I feel a little down.
I'm not sure if it's a good feeling.
That being said, here are some priceless blonde moments in China.
When in China, speak Chinese. ;)

I really am grateful to Hoho and her family for giving me this unforgettable and otherwise impossible experience.
It was really an awesome trip and it wouldn't have been possible without such great hosts.
And also to Hoho for being such a great friend even though sometimes we do not get along very well in terms of mentality.
Anyway I'm laughing right now at your blue skinnies, they look kind of ridiculous now.

Thank you, each and every one of you who has been such a great friend to me all these years, and the following years ahead.
Through thick and thin even though sometimes we just feel like giving up.
You know who you are, don't be shy. ;)
Love you guys to the maxxxxxxx MUACKXZXZXZXZXZ (L)(L)(L)

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2009-10-02T16:09:26Z

NO I'M NOT LESBIAN. BELIEVE ME. HEHE. ;D

Caramel caramel caramel CORN! :D

2009-10-02T15:43:54Z

Today while I was taking the train back home, this guy (shall mention no races if not I'll be termed a racist and I don't think this has anything to do with race) stunk to high heavens.
GOD! It was really really horrible because I had to sit throughout the whole ride while holding my breath thinking that he'll be alighting soon.
Never did I expect that he was alighting at the same stop as me, so suay right.
What's worse was that, to my utmost horror, - I can't be sure because I didn't dare to look right at him, so I just took a glance - he seemed to be picking his nose with his right hand (Hi, I'm sitting on the left) so by logic if he flicks it would be at me.
And that is why I prefer buses to trains.
The risk of unfortunate events are less likely to happen. D:

Made a trip down to school with Huiwen.
I believe almost every one who hears about me going to school were surprised that I even bothered traveling there during the holidays.
But it was good.
School library is fab. (Y)
I'm so excited for what is to come.

Hello Ms Singapore.

2009-08-30T15:29:08Z

Enough already, FASHIONISTA.
Yes we know you LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE South Africa.
Oh god.
Now everyone thinks themselves as fashion statements.
Well done, all of you. ;)

Can't stop you from feeling triumphant

2009-08-27T16:02:16Z

over certain joyous happenings on you.
But you can't stop me from feeling jealous and wish it's not the case as well.

Basically done with my cover letter.
I feel that it's lacking a little something but I can't be bothered now.
Now I'm thinking how I should edit my own template to make it suitable for a resume.
Hi.
Bye.
I really need more sleep. D:

Monny, 18, Monster.

2009-08-21T16:59:21Z

"I know it sounds boring. But it's the boring things I remember most."

How very true.
Sometimes, the messages put across are so close to your heart that it hurts a little.
Gosh, I can't express how exhilarated I am now that AMP's over.
I'm so going to enjoy my weekends before the vicious cycle begins again in 2 days time. D:
I really am very very tired.

2.02 am with a migraine, wet hair and period.

2009-08-19T18:04:20Z

You might not know this

2009-08-02T11:08:44Z

But I'm actually quite a big fan of egg blue.

Okay I know this is not egg blue.
What I'm trying to say is that I'm not a very biased person that loves only pink.
So if I ever get my hair done pink, don't term me as a pink freak k.
Because it's weirder to have blue hair in my opinion.

Source: The cherry blossom girl

And I'm very happy now that I've found my ezlink card.
Wouldn't want to remake another ezlink card or any other card for that matter.
What I need now to make my life whole again is to stop the gastric pains.
Has been going on and off since Friday night and it's not your usual gastric pain.
It feels like something is chewing on your gastric and everything that goes down your throat hurts whenever it reaches there.
I'm scared. :(

Beep beep! Beep beep! Yeah~

2009-07-12T17:46:17Z

Baby you can drive my car!
Yes I'm gonna be a starrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~

YES! YES! YES! YES!
I'm like so extremely pleased and estatic now that I'm done with my report.
SEVENTEEN FREAKING PAGES!
I was panicking that I couldn't finish it within the deadline.
It feels like a miracle when Colin decided to postpone the deadline to Monday.
How awesome.
If not I would have already been dead and depressed already.

Oh and I saw my EC's photos on fb, hence it added to my happy-meter.
Oh no, I feel like playing Sims 3 now but it's already 1.45A.M. and there's class tmr at 12. D:

Hui Min is craving for Strawberry Ice with tonnes of condensed milk. :)

Pika pika!

2009-07-06T15:11:18Z

I have a sudden crave for purikuras.

Spot on :O

2009-07-02T04:33:17Z

To dream that you are giving birth to a non-human creature, signifies your overwhelming (an unfounded) fear in the health of your baby. You are overly concerned that your baby may have birth defects. This type of dream is common in expectant mothers in their second trimester. If you are not expecting, then it refers to your fear in the outcome of some decision or project. You are trying to overcome difficulties in your life and achieve inner development.

:O :O :O

I dreamt that I gave birth to a dog.
And the child's father was really nice to me so we switched our handphones (apparently he removed my stickers and phone strap).
Oh and the child's father was my primary school classmate whom I don't even remember all these while.
So yeah, after that I stayed home while I was pregnant and I realised he was cheating on me.
Bloody hell. D:
I'm going to check what does cheating means.

Edit: Found it!

To dream that your mate, spouse, or significant other is cheating on you, indicates your fears of being abandoned. You may feel a lack of attention in the relationship. Alternatively, you may feel that you are not measuring up to the expectations of others. This notion may stem from issues of trust or self-esteem. The dream could also indicate that you are unconsciously picking up hints and cues that your significant other is not being completely truth or is not fully committed in the relationship.

Haiyo, don't know how true is this.
But I think this applies if the mate/spouse is the real mate/spouse leh.
But mine is just some random primary school classmate.
How?

I have Peter Pan Syndrome. :D

2009-06-30T18:22:12Z

Heh. ;)

Needs to replace my gastric.

2009-06-11T09:21:05Z

I've only just changed my contact lenses like 3 days back and now it's dry like dried flowers.
Everything's killing me.

That aside, I'm now at Design entrance waiting for Huiwen to finish her submission thing.
o_o
I just realised right, I thought we're going AMK but it takes forever to go there from here and I wouldn't think Huiwen's going to like it.
I - want - KOI - milk - tea. D:

Hope she's done soon though because Monny's battery is running flat.

A little update to you people whom I'm too busy to meet up with:
I'm not doing very well in my module atm.
I am actually very stressed despite the fact that the holidays has just started for me.
But having to know that this is not the end is killing me.
I hope sales would be exceptionally good when school reopens. :(

I'm thinking of happy things to post up now.

Okay.
To all my good friends out there, let's meet up during the holidays ok!
If not it's really impossible already. T^T

Bad day.

2009-06-10T13:36:17Z

For some reason, I feel that I've come to a dead end.
I find it so difficult to move on any more.
I'm so sorry and thank all of you guys who has been there for me and actually really cared.
Just a moment ago, with much convincing and talking, I feel that I have to do what I need to.
But now the problem is how, and if I'm able to.

I ✂ HM.

2009-06-09T15:12:41Z

I hate the new bitchy and whiny me.

God Save the Queen.

2009-06-07T14:58:13Z

Have been feeling quite wrong lately.
Okay not wrong, it's just not right.
Totally lost my appetite for dinner last night and kept stopping myself from throwing up when I was out with my mum to the market.
My back and legs are aching like nobody's business.
I've been getting bruises out of no reason and it's taking a long time to recover.
There's even one huge patch on my right leg which has probably been around for a week.
It was blue/black/purple and now it's kind of red.
Whatever it is, it's ugly and troubling me.
I don't even need magic mushroom to feel that plants are speaking to me.

JOEY AH JOEY!

2009-06-07T08:13:15Z

Okay back to blueprint.

I'm busy but that doesn't mean I can't FB.

2009-05-31T08:01:31Z

There you go.
I'm currently analysing my News-in-Brief while typing this entry.
Will be beading the bracelets right after that.

WTF much? ._.

2009-05-25T17:31:52Z

._____________________________.
Thanks a lot.

See.
What did I tell you about her being lesbian.
._.

You know I love you very very much. (L)

2009-05-23T17:34:31Z

Today...

I felt this overwhelming feeling which I can't seem to put into words.
And I have no idea why is this so.
But it's not a bad thing.

This morning, despite me being whiny and grumpy about having to go to school on a weekend, it wasn't really so bad because I had my good friend Joey next to me and she let me doodle on her paper.
This afternoon, despite the treacherous weather and the fact that I'm not really close to my group mates for class, we went fabric and material hunting, which gave me a great sense of satisfaction.
This evening, I met my 2 really good friends Huiwen and Hoho for dinner, and even though we were just lazing around and chatting, I wished time would stop.
Not long ago, despite being all tired and smelly, I decided to accompany Andrew for dinner, and even though we're not like really really close friends, I just felt like it's so nice to have friends to care for.
I bumped into Nurul and her boyfriend on my way back to Bugis and I wanted to say more than just "Nurul! Hello! Bye!" This made me feel like I should keep in touch more often.

To all of you whom I treasure very much, you guys know who you are and I really appreciate the times we all shared.
I won't forget you.
It's not like I want every one of you to read this but I feel that I have to pen down my feelings atm.

Mushy much?
I think so too. ._.